i'm absolutely smitten with my mini dendro (courtesy of Wesley).
because of this, i'm a little crushed. i was falling off my chair, two screws had come loose from my chair, i grabbed my desk, tipped over the mini, huffed, saved the bulk of the plant (and i suppose, myself, from falling), and bent the spike. it had buds on it that seemed only a few days away from opening.
i suppose now i have to cut it, the stem is damaged to the point where it no longer stands upright. it isn't broken, but it's bent at the base.
god, i really wanted to see it bloom, really badly. it's for the good of the plant, right, that i cut it? i can't just leave it? i'm grasping at straws. i need to find a nice, brick wall to bounce my head off of for a few minutes.
it's just so... .... cute. and healthy.
and now i feel i have all the grace of a drowning duck. i'm really not this clutzy, it just seems that orchids draw this behaviour out of me, naturally.
i keep vases of flowers on my desk without fearing for my keyboard, i have lots of plants i care for (my green thumb is sometimes creepy, there are times i almost feel like i can keep anything alive with a slab of dirt and some sink water) that live around me without fearing for their leaves. but now i've crashed my orchids over, again.
i'm pretty sure i know what you'll advise, i think 90% of this post was just an oppertunity for me to scream and tear my hair out. ><




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